CUL-DE-SAC

Today I’m at the front end of a two week vacation. Not going anywhere.  Just not working.

This is going to take some getting used to.

In the sunset of my career I wonder, What’s next?

And I’d better get used to it since I’m 65, and I’m planning to retire when I turn 66. Why am I retiring? Because I’m gonna be 66.

Yes, I’ve grown tired of the daily grind and age discrimination is a real thing. The opportunities I had in years past are less common these days.

People begin to look at you in the workplace and wonder why you’re still there. I remember a man named David Candow who used to do some training for me and my colleagues. He once explained to us why he left his long-time employer, the Canadian Broadcasting Corporation.

“I felt myself circling the drain,” he said.

Now I know what he means.

I have been looking forward to retirement and people congratulate me when they hear that it’s near. My finances are pretty good, thanks to some planning but a lot more good fortune. Speaking of good luck, a year ago I met my partner Linda. I don’t fear loneliness like I used to.

Even so, what’s it going to be like, not having to go to work? This week I’ve been mostly idle. I think to myself, “I don’t have to go to work tomorrow, or the next day. I don’t have to go to work next week either.”  It’s a blessing when it’s a welcome break from work. But what’s it like when that blessing just keeps going? Is it still a blessing?

Sure I want to travel and do fun things in retirement. But constantly traveling and recreating is too expensive and, well, it’s just not for me.

Is there another occupation I can take up that is more fun, less money and less work? Maybe. Give me some time to figure it out.

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